There were days where I wanted you back, but I knew and always will
Even the best of memories of then fall through...
Because your gone
and I did nothing wrong.
I loved you,
I cared,
you still did what I feared
left, without explanation
I still
to this day,
don't know why...
Thinking without you
I'll forever cry
You were the only one
I've ever loved
Other guys that came along
meant nothing, I hope you know.
You were my everything
wish you still were... but instead
I'm left with nothing ..
A Memory from The Past,i am in its power,a feeling Thats in My Soul.i Had like to Believe it All Didnt Happen, But The Past Cant Be Wiped,Cant bE Destroyed .. =)
I Am Wounded By Your Words Like a Blade Stabbed In My Heart.Thats Painted Red By My Blood,arguments and Feelings Fight Inside Me.
The End Just Depends On Me. =)
I Fear To Lose,Committed Crime,Forgiveness,Bleeding Soul?
Love! =(
This Is That Keeps Me Alive,Gives Power To me To Forgive,The Bleeding Wound Heals Up,But the Scar Remains And Makes Me Remember .. =)
Afraid of what I see, I struggle to even breathe.
My memories for ever leaving a scar on me, making me drop to my knees.
No matter how hard I try, I feel frail, weak, and afraid to leave my shell.
Forever falling asleep on a pillow full of tears.
My heart feeling brittle, without fail, my blood leaving a trail.
I scream out, Will any one save me from myself, or will I have to continue to fall?'
Falling into the depth of my mind, swallowed by those ghoulies of my memories, afraid to even try to fight back.
I can hear the inconsistent laughter of these demons in my brain, rumbling through my head like a speeding train.
No matter how much I cry, I will never let you see a tear streak down my cheek.
I at least am not weak enough to let you see me, at my breakdowns peak.
After a while of tear streaked pain, I let it be, knowing that I can't wash it
I was not so handsome and striking,
I was an ordinary guy of my time,
I was not so suspicious on my beauty
Or my nature,
I was so easygoing and thought of nothing,
I never dreamed and I never aimed,
This day I unpredictably plunge in love,
I can sense the change in me,
Nowadays I am always mindful on my good looks,
Now I am demanding to be unique,
Now I am always concerned on my personality,
I endeavor for my expectations,
I anticipate for my young lady,
Now I aim on her love,
Now I am on the line of attack to her consideration,
I yearn for her to be mine,
At all times and enduringly with me,
This was an immeasurable alteration in me,
Merely because of love……….
Your killing me
Your ripping me apart
You walked into my life one day
and now I know nothing but pain
I tryed so hard not to let you in
your good looks was the start
of our terrible sin
I could take this razor and
cut you out
but your here so deep in my heart
my soul has withered
from all our pain
there is no peace for me
my tears have all dried up
there is no sleep
there is no escape for me
from the evil that is you
I wish you would
just leave me alone
take your pain and go
let me find the pieces
of my life
that you have scattered everywhere
the pieces that were once me.
Akasha deepakal sakshiyaki....
Nee enikai karuty vacha nirmallyapokkal....
Manasil olipichu vacha mayilpeelithudil....
Ninte pranayam vidarunnatu njan kandu...
parayate poya aa anuragam nammal tiricharilla...
Pranayatinu souhridam ennoru ardham undo... ato..
Souhridate nammal prnayam ennu vilichatano....
Entayirunnu nammalude idayil.. aryilleniku..
Oru pakshe,pranayatinum,souhridatinum appuram ulla ento...
Innum aa mayilpeli kanumpol njan ninne orkum....
Manasinte manchimizil njan ennum kattusukasikam...
Nee eniku smmanicha a nalla nalukal....
Niragalum swapnagalum ulla ee puvadiyil....
Enne tanichaki ennil ninnum aknnu poya ente priya kuttukari.....
Inium ninte aa kilikochal kelkanum....
Pavizam poziyunna ninte satwana vakkukal....
Ennil aswasam ekiyatum...
Nanawarnna mizikalode nee yatra parajjapol....
Inium njan tirichu varum enna ninte vakkum.....
Priyasaghi njan innum orkunnu....
Vidhiyude krura karagal ninnilekadutappol...
Ninte manasu entino vingiyirunnu ennu njan ariyunnu.....
Sneha souhridatinte paninieerpookal ninakai....
Ninakai matram sagi...
Inium varunna janmatil ninaki niakai matram...
Njan ente jeevane kozikan asikunnu....
Ente mizineerthllykal nee kanunnuvo...
Ente hridayavedana nee ariyunnuvo.....
Enkilum njan ariyunnu,innu nee nalle njan....
Vedanayode nine priyapetta kutukari.........
Inhale your deep breathe
It seems to be wrong
