True Love

If I’m true to myself
No one can take his place
He was the one I loved
but now he’s left without a trace

It’s been so long
since I’ve tried to even try
At night I lay awake
telling myself not to cry

I squeeze my pillow tight
and think back to when he was here
I remember all the times
he kissed away every last fear

I just wish my memory
would let me let him go
I hide behind a smile
my feelings, I refuse to show

Trust is something I do not have
or ever give away
And when I start to talk about him
I don’t know what to say

I’m reaching out for help
or guidance from above
someone tell me what to do
when you realize there’s no such thing as TRUE LOVE