Will You Shed A Tear

My tears which i hide
Unreveal my feelings deep inside
The pain that i undergo
Is worse than anyone dies

I'm falling down apart
Without a word to say
I yearn for this escape
To enjoy my everyday

I smile with a frown
To give him a good decision
This is how i have to make
I know it can't be a mistake

Nothing turns out to be smooth
My heart fails to soothe
Are you that famous someone?
With whom i can see fun

Is this where i should be?
Then why don't you want me?
Day by day it becomes a fear
If i go, will you shed a tear?